5 things I am most afraid of:
1, 2. I feel like I am constantly on the hunt for new experiences, which is, in one sense, an attempt at conquering one of my biggest fears, and in another sense, creating one. I am afraid that I will not experience enough in my lifetime, but I am also afraid that I might miss out on wonderful things right in front of me, because I am constantly finding something new.
3. I am afraid of picking a career path, even a major. It is like committing to something for a very long time—what if I hate it, or get bored?
4. I am afraid of being vulnerable, in almost any situation. I think I am afraid of giving everything I had, or working extremely hard at something, and then getting disappointed. I have created a lot of cool experience for myself, but I think that most of them have not had big risks of not working out. By that I mean that I worked hard, but for something that was guaranteed as long as I worked hard. I think I am afraid of working hard at something when there is a high risk of failure. And I hate that.